| kids say TATA, i say SEE YOU |
[04 Dec 2009|04:53am] |
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away at batam for the weekend. will be back on sunday, dunno what time though.
GOODBYE DEARS.
i will be missing all of you.
xoxo.
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| the beautiful things in life |
[30 Nov 2009|08:25am] |
花儿斗艳
星星争宠
what happens if i try to pack the flowers and stars altogether?
will the packet burst of petals and stardust?
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[29 Nov 2009|05:43am] |
i have a secret whisper of prayer for you in my heart.
songs will help to keep me calm tonight.
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| i am selfish. |
[24 Nov 2009|03:39am] |
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call me selfish
call me greedy
i want the best for everyone of you.
period.
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| 会心一笑 |
[05 Nov 2009|12:20pm] |
linlin was so cute. she said when she first came to my blog, she thought the passing phase of my craze over MD was finally over until she scrolled down... HAHA i imagine her reactions to be
!!!!
O.O
(--")
AHHHHHH!! -runs away-
haha :) muacks!
anw just a note to all, if u haven realised, the 2 pictures in the prev post were carefully selected. i chose pictures of them both taken from the same angle to facilitate your comparison okayyyy. ROAR :P
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| my blog evolution?? |
[31 Oct 2009|05:18pm] |
have i mentioned that 陈键峰 is HAWT? haha :)
and i realised...
he looks like a xin!! =x
oops what does this mean? haha :)
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| come with me. |
[29 Oct 2009|06:16pm] |
i feel so
recently.
feel like buying a soft toy for myself
and bring it along with me wherever i go..
so that theres sth i can hold on to
or fiddle with when i need company
or hug it when i need hugs
can i use some money to buy a soft toy for myself?
i want to be like the girl in the picture and hold the toy in my hand wherever i go.
will you come with me?
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| good morning darlings. |
[17 Oct 2009|05:48am] |
good morning darlings. its a great day today. i can feel it in my fingers and toes. haha and the reason is because....
i had mayday plugged into my ears while i slept last night. at around 5am, i got woken up by a song as i got more conscious of what was playing. yet i dunno what song is that. maylyn, its currently playing your 明白！haha anyway happy thing no 2 is we are celebrating samuel's first month today! that small lil thing! x) happy thing no 3, we are having a mayday kbox session! happy bcus we can finally go sing mayday again. however things will be different without the 2 guys. BOOOO!
question of the day: i feel like keeping my hair long from now on. what do you think? :)
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| 突然好想你 |
[12 Oct 2009|12:04am] |
last night i slept w my ipod playing mayday. it was sweet to wake up and hear a lil of mayday each time, as though they are with you, singing for you.
where are my mayday kaki-s? i need some mayday company! :(
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| 〈走火入魔〉了吗？ |
[07 Oct 2009|01:27am] |
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this is a conversation btwn nelson and i. over........ kokchong's nick: 为爱而生，为你而活。 nelson: but i like his nick!
me:YA MAN! 2 songs tgt, awesome! （为爱而生：五月天；为你而活：神木与瞳）
nelson: but it has meaning.. so makes it even better..
me: yah! same format too! and sheng goes w huo to form sheng huo! （对仗工整 O.O）fantastic!
nelson: wah. i din think of that..
me: hahaha why are we having a discussion over somebody else's nick? hahahaahahahhaa
yep. so why were we even doing such an analysis? literature appreciation? 走火入魔 indeed, like xueyi was today. haha im obviously not over this topic, yet im enjoying it. MY MAYDAY KAKIS ROCK, i love them very much! :)
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| missing my darling frenssss. |
[01 Oct 2009|04:53pm] |
how it was with shouheng.
on 28 and 29 aug 2009, mayday held their concert in singapore. i rmb being v excited then. msging everyone whom i know would be as excited as i was. i msged shouheng to scream my envy of mayday singing till 12.15am at him, constantly hoping he will tell me more abt the concert he was at on the 28th; i screamed my excitement w some disappointment to ying and probably nicholas and ced. at this point of time, there was only 2 frens in the picture -- shouheng and i. although i knew shouheng since sec 3, we had never been part of each other's life at all. we only met to catch up and as u know, catching up like this is always superficial with the how-are-you and what-have-u-been-doing sort. we din know each other v well and so, we were basically just two acquaintances leading their own busy lives.
how it was with maylyn.
due to the amazing charms of mayday, i started my craze over them. it got worse after the concert because i was suffering from some post-concert syndrome. it was a time when i cldnt find anyone to rant abt mayday, that i found maylyn, the craziest mayday fan i know. she was also missing mayday like i did. so by the powers of fb, 2 old frens were connected once again. coincidentally, i knew maylyn at the same occasion as the time i knew shouheng -- it was the snco interaction we organised in sec3 (now mr gan, u cant say that the interaction is meaningless anymore. ive proved u wrong here)! it was probably 30th aug when maylyn n i were still excited we had gone for the concert and at the same time, whining about how much we miss mayday. the post-concert syndrome only got worse as we talked and it started my fanatic actions off -- asking people to sing, etc. thanks to my crazy ideas then, i found a fren in maylyn. :) and a single singing session proved to be insufficient.
how it was with kokchong.
one single singing session was not enough to get me outta the mayday craze. after much bugging, shouheng finally put tgt a mayday jam session with some of his frens. that was the first time i met kokchong. i have heard quite a bit about kokchong but have never met him till that jam session on 6 sept 2009. Even though it was the first time i met kokchong, i did not talk to him on that day. Still it was this jam session that brought the 4 mayday fans together. coincidentally, maylyn was able to take the job of a keyboardist in the band! that was how she first met shouheng and kokchong.
how it became a mayday gang.
even though we met each other for the jam session, the four of us hardly had a chance to know each other better then. by the nature of a jam session, u dun really need to communicate beyond the music. haha. and the supper session wasnt fruitful too because the guys were talking to alex (kokchong's fren) more and maylyn n i still din know each other too well. but we were all slowly bonded together as we came out for some spontaneous hangout sessions. it is how we can hang out together so comfortably that makes these friendships so valuable, when we arent too familiar with each other, when we are still willing to meet upon a call received.
so in this one month -- 30aug 2009 to 30 sept 2009
4 people who met 7 years ago met again because of mayday.
although they werent too familiar w each other, they were still willing to meet spontaneously.
eventually, hangouts got frequent and they love to bask in each other's company -- singing or simply, just hanging out.
perhaps we still dunno each other too well but i think we are strongly held together.
it is indeed one amazing month.
thank you, you three!
now that the 2 boys had left sg, im missing the times and fun we had. Hope that we will be able to do this again when u guys are back!
take care, guys. dun forget us, the ones left in sg!
and maylyn, dun forget u still have me! :) kbox soon again! sing our hearts out or we can webcam the boys.
hee.
HUGS AND KISSES
WITH LOADS OF LOVE. :)
你是天使 你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂
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| 歌颂友谊 |
[29 Sep 2009|01:34am] |
read shanyi's gratitude to us on her blog and realised tt she no longer has a tagboard for me, hence this post. :)
firstly, i must let her know that she wasnt throwing much shit temper for us to tolerate. i dun think i experienced any shit temper from her at all :D :D :D so theres nth much to thank me for. secondly, im feeling guilty how i have been neglecting my nie babes. when shanyi was gg thru a rough patch, i really had not been there for her -- there was absolutely nth i cld do. the lil attempts to suggest some solutions for her sounded like crap (im really no good at this) bcus they were just an oversimplification of matters. the only thing i did was to whine along w her on how unreasonable the bully is and that was when she was giving us a lift to the mrt! omg what a terrible fren ive been. as guilty as can be, im not like xueyi who calls us up for chats. due to diff sleeping habits, im unlikely to see them online. even if i do, i always have the impression that they are busy doing sth else so we dun talk much outside school. its time to make a change for these babes i love. heres a promise to spend more time tgt and getting to know u girls better. basically i just want to love u girls better! :D and because of that, i hereby announce that WE SHALL GO PRAWN-ING ON MY BDAY! omg, no kbox. O.O haha but yeah we shld always do special things together, it keeps us bonded now and in the future when we reminisce on this special outing one day. :) i love you girls!
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there have always been people who make efforts in meeting up, keeping in contact, etc to maintain our friendship. even though we may not talk all the time, i thank these friends for being such lovely darlings. i know i still have to put in a lot more effort to love you people better but do know that im thankful its YO[U] because without you, i probably wont have a friend to call mine. :)
heres a cheers to all of you (hmm. lets see.)
sammy.
my st marg girl. AH TAN AH BEI AH YING. this girl is almost the only girl im in contact with. :P
my snco girls. ying, my lovely bestie; fen, my sweetest zu ren; theng, my nua-ster HAHA; ong, my dearest roomie; sall, my darling nala; sihui, my busy girl. jiashyuan my darling xuan-er. koh a darling senior. sining tho i haven talked to you for ages. yingni a senior who shows me much warmth no matter how long we have nt chatted/ met.
my sn girls. jiam. aly. ...
my puritian babes. hanwan the best monitress u can ever have. hwee ngee. fiona. mingjie. weimin. jas. ser. and people who tries to make it to turn up for class gathering! ahha :D
my co frens. shouheng. lim wei. maylyn. kokchong. nelson. WOOT these people rock my MAYDAY ;) (OK, ITS ACTUALLY AUG/SEPT DAYSSSS) cedric. ivan. mervin. russell. kevin.
my irc frens. marcus. michael. ray. deon. sengwee.
my ny class clique esp kin jialin jas
my nyco ppl. jon the cheerful bear; wanying the tickled garfield; deshun the crazy zi bi er tong. minghao. william. tzerong.
my ny frens. tommy. alan. teng leong. niki. derrick.
my hall frens. mich p. nicholas. jon lim. weiyang.
my nie girls. xueyi. shanyi. lin lin. other funky classmates! and some other lovely people like anna and weeleong! haha and abbyy? :)
dear people, be glad. ure the ones whom i wont feel awkward meeting up with. haha i still feel the bond yo! and i know we can still talk abt ath under the sun. :) thank you for being my friends!
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on a sad note, shouheng and kokchong are leaving on weds. that will mean that only maylyn and i are left in singapore. no more spontaneous meetups. no more hanging out. no more mayday k sessions. no more mayday jam sessions. and its all back to work work and more work which ive successfully ignored for one official month (29 august 2009 to 29 september 2009) O.O im gg to miss the lovely time we had. it is sth really special bcus i know we will never be able to do this again. even though we met 8 years ago, we did not have as many conversations as we did in this one month. we did not know each other so well till this one month. the friendship w the 3 of u is special because u are my new found old friends. 就像是阿信所说的“老朋友” －我们是新老朋友；你们是我重要的朋友。Thank you for everything! These memories are well-kept in my heart. im feeling the bond here as well! :) i love you, you mayday fanatics! :)
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FRIENDS ARE GEMS THAT BRIGHTEN YOUR LIFE AND MAKE IT VALUABLE.
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| a terrible terrible night |
[21 Sep 2009|01:25pm] |
my night wasnt kind at all. i had a sleep full of nightmares and i gained consciousness with teardrops rolling in my eyes but i couldnt get myself to wake up to look for help! perhaps i was really drained physically and mentally.
it is just not a good start to the day and im sad. :(
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| 滴答 滴答 |
[18 Sep 2009|03:20am] |
“滴答滴 滴答滴
我是一个小时钟
我有分针和时针
滴答滴 滴答滴……”
还记得吗？这是小学华文课本中的一篇课文。还记得当时的我，有事没事都会拿出课本翻一翻。老师要我们背的默写段落，我也很用心地背，所以现在还记得一些小段落，记得一些些课文的内容。
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如果说回忆是一个人性格的奠基，让我利用这美丽的夜晚好好回想，在我生命中有哪些事构成了现在的我；生活中有哪些重要的事迹。我把这事叫做重温生命。看一看生命璀璨的光芒， 让我能够再一次抬头挺胸地走下去。
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滴答滴 滴答滴，你还记得吗，在生命中的各个阶段分别有哪些重要的回忆呢？是快乐的还是是悲伤的？
无论如何，
我们的过去
仍然
是
我们的现在。
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| i painted my nails dark blue and purple. |
[12 Sep 2009|10:58pm] |
recently, im really quite a happy girl. other den the mayday craze, i guess it has sth to do with me going out more these days. sometimes i wonder why all these social life contributes to making me happy but im guess keeping to myself (ie not bothered abt my social life) is some sort a display of my unhappiness and it gets into a vicious cycle too! well, undeniably, i do have a great bunch of frens who keep me entertained and happy!! it helps when there are ppl like theng is so free and so date-able. ;) ahhaaa and my mayday group of frens are really coming out once i sms them! i love such highness and spontaneity! :D
just when i was lamenting to myself that it took me ONLY 2 weeks to get over mayday, my frens just have to reignite the fire in me! im v happy that they are keeping me company these days. like what i would force my nie girls to listen to, days without mayday are just lonely. day - mayday = -may = melancholy. tts my definition for now :P
anyway, being the very happy girl i am, i did sth that called for much spontaneity today. my pedicure is completed w purple coat and my manicure is completed w a dark blue coat. :) i dun think the purple coat suits me but im loving the dark blue coat on my fingers. the unsatisfactory is offset by the excitement of having dark blue fingernails so im still a happy girl. i can recall asking ying if she was too badly poisoned such that her nails turned dark blue/ black, or was she bitten by some vampire. now, i can totally understand the joy of feeling such weird colour on my nails! haha my only concern is my calligraphy teacher's rxn when he sees me writing w dark blue nails tmr morning. O.O
my conclusion for today:
its great to have friends. :)
goodnight, my happy world! :)
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| collective memory |
[08 Sep 2009|10:46pm] |
to create a culture, you first need to create a collective memory that belongs solely or perhaps rather unique to this group of ppl who belongs to this culture.
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we often seek for some others who are in the same frequency as us.
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when we are in the same frequency, we tend to bond easily over a topic and a collective memory is created. when this collective memory is created, we bond more over the common topic and resonate more in the same frequency, that makes us closer tgt.
2 loves of my life: sn darlings. mayday darlings.
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| what makes a good day |
[07 Sep 2009|03:07am] |
1. u had fun playing with kids -- my darling boyboy and en en!!
2. u had fun enjoying mayday music with live rockband whom was AWESOME!
3. u had fun sitting in for a jam session and not have to sing even though they were lacking of a vocalist!
4. u had fun just chilling in mayday music with your dearest girls, out of which was fenni who was totally a surprise!
5. u end the sentences above with exclamation marks and that does not mean that this line wouldnt!!!!!!!!!
yay. i love the people around me!
xoxo.
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| on a rainy day |
[02 Sep 2009|12:23am] |
心情：冷冷的温暖、小声的快乐
淋一点点雨吧，感觉湿嗒嗒的清爽精神。
到街上走走吧，把冰凉的雨水踩在脚底。
到空地上玩吧，在雨中尽情快乐地玩耍。
给一点快乐吧，开始一场雨中的玩笑声。
给一点温暖吧，让每个人心里暖和起来。
给一点自由吧，让大家都能够沉浸在此。
这是我和你心灵上的交流，all things bright and beautiful. we are in resonance.
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看着雨水款款地流下，我突然好想你。肌肤虽然是冷的，心里还是温暖的。
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最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决心自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息
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| fans of the 5 unite. |
[01 Sep 2009|12:56am] |
maylyn is my new found fren.
shes the only one who feels me.
when ur classmates forbid u to talk abt them such that they dun wanna walk w u and dun wanna sit w u :(
when the boy dun appreciate the 5 at all
when nich, shouheng and ced are guys. they cant be as in love w the 5.
when ying is in love w sth else.
sighhh im kinda decided to develop some photos so that i can carry them w me everywhere i go!
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| 认真地快乐下去 |
[31 Aug 2009|04:32pm] |
认真的人迷人
感性的人我爱
我和你的想法 in sync
心理上，很踏实
心灵上，很舒服
solace and comfort
inspiration.
想
爱
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